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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

I've gone back up to 50mg trip from 10mg and while I'm waiting fro it to kick in the doc gave me 28 5mg diaz and 28 mg zoppys so I'm starting to feel almost normal now.

Doc prescribed AD's after Mrs BC went up to the pearly gates over 10 years ago and taking them ever since.only major downside is stop taking them for a week or so and like a junkie without a fix. Never did non prescribed drugs so ignorant of drug addiction but without realising am addicted to them.

I did the same with antipsychotics which I was taking for 18 months. I had to wean myself off of them and I had broken sleep for months that was June 17 I was reluctant to take antidepressants about this time last year. I took 4 in December 19 and had pains around my liver. I googled conflicts with the meds I was taking and I read do not take with any meds you are taking for heart and so had stop Always check for any conflict with any medication you are given yourself via google as doctors do not have time to check

Hardest thing I found about the chemical option is that it made me emotionally numb... both good and bad emotions It stopped the lows but also the highs. It was hard to feel angry / frustrated / happy or excited. That's why I had to get off them I did it for 3/4/5 months and tapered off and was able to know warning signs / when I needed to immerse myself around friends / family

"Billy Blagg 1:30 Thu Sep 3 B I resisted on the same basis thinking I was able to ""tough it out"". I gave in and after about 2 or 3 weeks felt completely different. The sick dark feeling was gone and I was able to get back on track. I then came off after about 6 months. That was 7 yrs ago but everything going on at the moment means I am back on them."

"I've been going through it since I lost Lady B just over two years ago. I've tried everything bar the chemical solution which I'm reluctant to do as I feel I should be able to 'cope' and I worry that I may never come off them if they work. In answer to your question, sadly NO."

In 200 yrs time I will be defrosted and reform WHO

"Boycie 10:59 Sun Aug 30 ""Yes mate but usually the light is some bastard with a lamp bringing you more work! ""... ...which generally implies that you did a good job - or the best he could expect - the last time around."

Westham67 2:35 Sat Aug 29 Yes mate but usually the light is some bastard with a lamp bringing you more work!

"I'm through the worst of it. Alcohol helped me - it was my self harm treatment. Unfortunately, it also ruined me. Thinking of positives won't be easy at this moment, but even tiny ones will help."

Boycie. I have been there mate with the lost it all thing. I fully understand how you feel. But there is light at the end of the tunnel look at every day as getting closer to that light and you are every day that passes separates you from the past and look forward not backward

Boycie. I have been there mate with the lost it all thing. I fully understand how you feel. But there is light at the end of the tunnel look at every day as getting closer to that light and you are every day that passes separates you from the past and look forward not backward

"hope to god Roberto never plays for us again. Look for the things that make you happy and grab hold of them for as long as you can. Even if it is for a minute or two a day. Those moments get longer and longer. Get to sleep by 11 pm no lights and wake up at a decent time and get out in daylight first thing. It seriously helps. Walk around get exercise, we were made to keep on the move about 10-12km a day, it helps your mood seriously."

BUT there is light at the end of the tunnel. I have a lot to be grateful for. Things do get better you just have to keep looking out for beautiful things and

I wouldnt recommend either. I was diagnosed in my 40's after having symptoms since 12/13yrs old. Been off meds for years but going back on as I've hit the titwobbles again. I recognise my symptoms and manage them but everything thats happening at the moment is a bit too much. I've been beaten this time nothing like watching your life's work go down the toilet.

Hope it all goes well for you Block...

"Cheers, everyone! Alfs, From the scans looks as if the baby has inherited my head size...Poor wife...."

Block 12:09 Fri Aug 21 Congats mate

Bolt 11.40 Congratulations to you both

"When you say ""trying for 3 years"" do you mean it took you 3 years to persuade the mrs to push something that has a fair chance of inheriting your massive head out of her chuff?"

"Congrats Bolty, will be a chip off the old block!"

Congrats Block

Mace66.. 08.11 Good Post mate

"Davies, The reason for the baby wasn't to give me a focus, i'm saying it'll give me a focus. And you don't despise me, you might despise the fact you adore me"

"yeh the main reason to bring a kid into the world is to give you focus, definitely. I hope they grow up to despise you and everything about you even more then everyone who knows you already does."