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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

Turn that frown upside down

"Back on track with the OP. Loads have shared difficult moments. I know no one is writing for sympathy but Alfs Barnet sorry for what you had to deal with and still deal with. Toms there are so many people, just on WHO , who get through it. Had my first psychiatric review ( non military associated ) in UK after 10 years, cancelled first 4 appointments. I am a cսnt. Prejudiced cսnt to back when I was young and crazy, when the government was rolling out care in the community and I felt so fucking alone due to mainly over busy local GPs, where I was being seen by Africans, Indians, people I felt had no empathy towards a middle aged married white guy who did not want to live. They only listened when I had alcohol induced psychosis and big row with the old bill. It was like you had to do something nutty to get the support 15 odd years ago. Yes I was prejudiced. Not now. Seen my local Mental Health team proper med review what I have needed for years. Double dosage of Olanzapine to get more knocked out when my brain does not switch off at night. Epilim chrono to maintain moods, Levomepromazine , Clonazepam, finally gutted to lose this Paroxetine as when I did take it feels like a mini E when kicks in, Doctor said barely legal over here so has switched it for Venlaflaxine 75mg. Finally opened up to the GP without fear of being sectioned. Being referred for IAPT. The Doctor was excellent. Still believe the best medicine is laughter and the best drug for a human is another human being but I will stick with what he advises Meds,IAPT and start to exercise. There are free Gym memberships to David Lloyd and other gyms something rolled out by NHS and Mental health to encourage getting out and exercising. Like an earlier poster mentioned about a once popular mate he had destroyed by a break up with his Mrs, my divorce was a trigger for chaos for me and years of depression. I have been diagnosed with PTSD Years after leaving the Army for something non Army related, despite some bad memories and hard times. It is civvy street that fucked me up and leaving my wife. Looked ages ago at an Everton forum I think, reading what they thought of Moyes. Pinned at the top was a Mens Mental welfare thread. At the time thought what a good idea but was too cautious*hesitant to ask for one here. Also thanks Alfs for what you wrote and West Ham67. *****Even in a crowd I feel Lonely******** One Iron in a PM to me. To make me feel better when i was rock bottom and Gavros and all helped me. If a cսnt posts cunty stuff on this thread it will all go downhill off the first page, turn political, basically we could be paying for another wreath , and another death. There have been people asking, do things get better? etc , ending the stigma of suicide, tough blokes ( not me ) helping others. This is West Ham sticking together and looking out for one and other in this cyber age. COYIs"

I'm not going to move to my aggressor's back yard am I you daft cսnt?!

Isle of Sheppey to Canvey?

I will! There are some vewy scawy thweats on here. I'm thinking about emigrating.

"Make sure you get Justin to double lock all the doors tonight, Vexed."

Everything alright on here fellas?

Its okay not to be okay. Believe that and you've made the first step.

defjam 9:18 Tue Feb 4

alfs barnet 8:43 Tue Feb 4

fraser 7:27 Tue Feb 4

"Yep this thread really isn't the place for point scoring. One of our own took his own life. This was pinned in the hope it may help someone else avoid that fate. But won't help if others won't open up on here due to the usual shit, plenty oother threads to cսnt each other off on."

"bruuuuno Yeah. Bit inappropriate, all things considered."

"So it seems that after a promising start this thread, like all others, has descended into personal abuse and arranging meets. Same as it ever was.."

"You heard, you heard, you heard, you heard, you heard......"

"You what, Davies?"

ORE

Bolty you impossibly tick moron

Bolty you impossibly tick moron

Oldie has a horse?

Oldie is up shit creek without a paddle.

Or Paddling

Ore?? Has he been mining again?

"You're utterly clueless, Oldie. At no point have I ever poked fun at anyone who hasn't done the same to me, nor would I ever talk shit to people who have come out with having mental health issues. You've no clue about the history between me and Vexed, in fact in one thread just after Gavros passed(RIP) he said that it should have been me. There's calling posters cunts etc but that's going too far, but I wouldn't expect you to take notice as you only take notice of the things that suits you. I also suggest taking your ore out of other peoples business, this had absolutely nothing to do with you but in true typical fashion you come wading in on your high horse talking utter bollocks as usual."

"Block Do yourself and this thread a favour and take a bit of a step back to consider every thing you accuse others of doing is precisely what you yourself do to them. Anyone can go back through your recent postings to find non-stop targeted harassment and abuse of others you don't like, almost always unprovoked. You can't even pretend Vexed started it considering how you pop up out of the blue to post snidey personal insults directed at him without him once addressing you and you do this to dozens of others. You might think it's funny but why can't they consider themselves victims of your targeted harassment as you claim is being done to you. In all honesty I can see this as a major contributing factor to your own personal delicate feel feels that you believe everyone should give you a freedom pass on to then go off and target others at your whim."