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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

I think you'll be more relaxed when you realise that only one of you can get pregnant...

"Caffeine. Makes me all twitchy, too."

Anyone ever had a twitching eye lid related to anxiety? Ive had it for a month now. It comes and goes probably once a year but it if you do the dreaded google search it says it isnt normal for it to last this long and could mean underlying health conditions like MS. Which then makes me even more anxious and induces a shed load more symptoms that COULD be related to something serious. But also flagged as anxiety symptoms. I dont feel obviously stressed but work is pretty full on and my other half and i are going through a very lengthy battled to get pregnant. Life certainly isnt plain sailing and you think youre coping but maybe stuff like the eye lid twitching is your bodies way of telling you that youre not. Or just reminding you its there at least. I just wish my body dealt with it better.

"Good to hear, MPI son."

"Crossed, I offered him the spare I had for Fulham and he responded that he would have loved to but had a Birthday party for his boy. He seems in a good place as far as I can tell."

Anyone heard from Block?

Hopefully ur break kicks off with a West Ham win. Just take it easy mate and do some things that put a smile on your face Jasnik

"It happens Jasnik , enjoy your break ."

Strange having stress today out of nothing . If you guys go through this all the time then I really feel for you.. Lucky I got a holiday from work tomorrow.... All the best.

Haha dont worry I didn't think that. I do now...... üòâ

For me having a decent job is key to lots of things. Take on any decent job is my advice but what do I know. I really want to see you pull through and I get the feeling you’re really on the way to getting there. If I could do something to make it ok for you I would. I’m not gay btw so my interest is genuine

"Not working as yet mate, prob won't until after Xmas unless something comes up too good to turn down. Im doing OK at moemt and building myself up solowly"

Are you working yet Pents? I don’t know your exact position but it’s probably key to everything mate.

Are you working yet Pents? I don’t know your exact position but it’s probably key to everything mate.

home should be fine...away not yet lol dont trust myself

"My lad’s just moved up there, so I’m having a couple of beers with him after work. Working tomorrow as well, hence can’t go to Everton. Definitely have a catch up asap. Meet up for a game, or too soon for that?"

nice to see u here Ade.....whats Muswell Hill all about! Surprised ur not on Turkish forums now following Arthur text for a meet up soon x

They were……;-)

They must have been bad then haha Cheers mate. On the up

Pentonville - Your posts are much more balanced and articulate. Clearly you are in a much better place. Keep busy and keep yourself healthy. Happy to hear you are feeling better. Stay strong.

Much better mate and thank you x

You seem to be getting better Pentonville and I'm glad for you. Nice to see your comments on football too. Well done mate and keep going.

"I bet those suffering really feel the love offered by Zammo. Hahahaha Who is asking for pity or money? I feel like inside ur hurting. Something is wrong in your life. Call one of us, we are here to help you Zammo. How many on this site could you call right now? Maybe your comments as an outsider are misinformed a little. I was merely answering Oxsaw on life at moment but Mike if you saw that answer as me looking for pity or money then Zammo has saved you. Take your hands out of your pocket. Just say no Zammo"

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the main (prob only one) positive is indeed my son. He is an enigma and keeps me pressing forward. Im seeing him 3 days a week at moment and its great. The 4 days without him are tough and im unsure of the future as i need ot work out where im going to live and how im going to pay for it workwise. but another positive is you and everyone else on this site who have been there and know who you are! not so much onwards and upwards but still pressing forward and currently my son being at my side for much of it is enough for now.