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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

Irish Hammer 3:15 Sat Apr 23 Wise words indeed. You inspire me to push on snd get on with my life. I wish you and your family all the best

Mace66 9:54 Sun Apr 24 It does doesn't it Mace I know it was 2008 as that season marked my 50th anniversary since my Dad first took me to Upton Park . I never forget people that help me out !!! ;-)

Mace66 9:54 Sun Apr 24 It does doesn't it Mace I know it was 2008 as that season marked my 50th anniversary since my Dad first took me to Upton Park . I never forget people that help me out !!! ;-)

"ed fenton 3:14 Mon Apr 11 Seems like another lifetime now, Ted, down there in Chav corner IIRC. All the best mate and the rest of the boys in here COYI"

"Thanks67 mate, All our own personal issues are as significant o us as anyone else's is to you. Walk you own path and try channel your sadness to fight n rage n hate towards any issues / illness or struggles you have. its like running up a big mountain.yes it will hurt like like hell but when you get there its the greatest achievement to feel reborn and invincible. Send square, face you issues head on, and tell it to fucking come on then and fight whoever you can Its weirdly enough not about winning, its about competing and honouring yourself along the way that counts. I got gutting news yesterday but it just joins the pile of it and I get up and go as best I can today, and hopefully the a little nice things (like my missus driving an hour to the hospital so I can meet with her in the carpark for half an hour. That's special and worth living for. Allow yourself to find the happy parts in your day today and drop your macho/tough guy side and embrace and enjoy the purity in them and hold them tight. Life is special and wonderful, hold onto it, its not a competition, its a celebration Sorry for waffling on. Happy Saturday all. Irons x"

Irish Hammer 10:36 Sun Apr 3 My woes pale into insignificance compared to yours. No one expected me to live including the doctors and here I am today scuffed and bruised with stuffing knocked out of me but still alive Stay strong mate be resilient you can do it

"Brilliant, hadn't seen that üëè"

Love it Pent ! Not sure if you've seen this but I love it.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sz2zg32Lww4

Nice one Ted. I think we all have a spring in our step today. I'm at my 3.5 Yr old soft play place proudly wearing my 1980 FA Cup Final tracksuit top thinking how long ago Xmas now feels. COYI

"Feeling elated after last nights result still buzzing especially seeing Tony Cottee leading the ""West ham Are Massive"" I'm also feeling better in myself and think my body has now accepted the cut of 50gr Fentanyl down to 25mg on this for 1 to 2 months then go down to 12.5 mg. Wishing you all well."

Bit of cunty view point and on the morning after such a positive night too.

"Reading some of the stuff on here makes me want to laugh and cry! Some people are beyond help, irrespective of what you do, they are destined to fail. That’s reality, people are wired differently!"

"Hi Mace, I was on 75mg and cut to 50mg this time 50mg to 25mg so yes you're right a big jump...Just been talking to my surgery and my GP recommends I stay on 25mg for 1 or 2 months and then 12.5mg....He has also prescribed Diazepam for when I taper back. Thanks again for the season tickets you managed to get us back in 2008 I believe ;-)"

"Ag @ Troy Ted, presumably they're 25 increments and can't be cut up like a tab can. No surprise 50 to 25 is tougher as it's 50% drop compared to 33% 75 to 50. So you'd expect it to be tougher .. stick with it, you'll get there"

What a shit weekend not only Brentford doing the double over us but I came down from 50gr Fentanyl patches to 25gr still feel rough now but seem to be getting over the swap... 75gr to 50gr was a lot easier.

"Thanks for sharing mate, appreciate it 👍🏼"

"Haha Yeah not a good time to change! My sleeping went fucked, libido disappeared and my ego went through the roof or I felt very anxious. Nothing In between. After 5 years I stopped and it took about 6 months to balance it. I've avoided all anti depressants since but obviously was a mistake due to my countless fuck ups but I'm finding therapy now very helpful and still not on meds."

Cheers Pentonville Funny u should say that.. while I’m transferring over from Mirtazapine my sleeping has gone to shit and the wife reckons I’m very irritable I told her what do you expect … the referee was a fucking wanker!

Troy Was on pozac 27 years ago. Put me off anti depressants for life after about 5 years.... all I'd say I'd say is just to remain aware of your personality and ask ur self if its having a negative effect despite lifting the depression.

Cheers Panama. Yes it sounds like you are compensated which is good I saw a GP a couple of years back that didn't know what I was talking about !! I suppose it's a specialist's field so I'll let him off ;-) Take care.

Was having sleepless nights last year so was prescribed some antidepressants - after a review I’ve been prescribed Fluoxetine - which I’ve just found out is Prozac. Anyone else? Prozac based anecdotes? Fuck knows what’s wrong. Lack of social interaction probably Irons.

"Ted , I must be Compensated as they found no varices in my throat after poking that horrible tube down my neck . I’ve never jaundiced neither even though I am now recently cured from the Hep C that I had had for pushing 40 years . Whatever you’re doing , difficult as it is , you’ve got another chance , stick with the raw garlic , ginger , lemon & Tumeric & the love of your family ."

panamahat 8:42 Tue Apr 5 Re: Anxiety/depression Is your Cirrhosis Decompensated or Compensated ? I was Decompensated with ascites and bleeding varices vomiting blood but managed to turn it round to Compensated with zero alcohol and propranolol ! I've been dry for 32 months now and I daren't have a drink as I would be right back on it !

panamahat 8:42 Tue Apr 5 Re: Anxiety/depression Is your Cirrhosis Decompensated or Compensated ? I was Decompensated with ascites and bleeding varices vomiting blood but managed to turn it round to Compensated with zero alcohol and propranolol ! I've been dry for 32 months now and I daren't have a drink as I would be right back on it !

Music is very powerful. Something to grasp on to. Praying your daughter can get the right help üôè