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My 43rd birthday today 
I’ll admit I’ve been bought quite a few 8% beers by my family which I’ve gone through today 
but they’ve gone home now and I’m sitting here now thinking about West Ham and trying to evaluate how I feel 
I have 3 loves in life, music, film and sport 
West Ham taking the crown in the sport department 
but I just feel like it’s gone 
by that I mean my passion, I still care, I’m still making this post which means I obviously feel something 
but when we go behind it doesn’t hurt like it used to, and on the rare occasion we score when it matters I just don’t react like I used to 
I feel like I’ve fallen out of love with this club but I can’t just forget about them and fuck off and do something else 
Anyone else feeling like this? 
if not then fair enough and delete this thread 

Being in the states I've naturally felt a little bit more removed from the front lines of being a supporter and get less wound up these days when we lose games. Games like yesterday and palace at home would have HURT back in the day when I was a ST holder. Not to mention the  Relegations which were painful to go through, I felt the insane highs and lows, hope and despair so keenly. Now if the club got relegated I'd probably just shrug and think 'Serves them right' based on Sullivan's stewardship

Of course I'll follow and support them the rest of my days and live the highs and lows like all supporters. Dont get me wrong I'm still upset when we lose and overjoyed at a good performance and a win, it just does not get to me like it used to. 

I’d of rather of been told to fuck off than be told that,
don’t understand this mentality of I don’t understand what you’re saying so you must a spurs fan crap 

this sort of nonsense just adds to how I feel 

Prob cos you’re a Spurs fan.