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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

Always end up running out of Citalopram and then have a panic feeling. Picked new ones up on Friday but take a while to kick in.

"Well Gents Still jobless and still homeless but have been accepted for a flat so now gotta fake the references and pay checks to get in lol Good news is....I will be at Villa game so if anyone wants to meet the man, the myth, the legend.... hola at me! ;-)"

Pentonville 12:40 Tue Mar 1 You can say that again and again and again... Good to have you back mate

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

certainly has

Chin up Pents at least it seems to have improved since a week ago when you thought it was all over

Caught omicron so flight not booked till Monday. My immune system isn't what it was so been on hospital for 4 days üò™

"Ville, How did you get on mate, are you back over here?"

"From my own experience, it's not easy coming back to the UK out of necessity when you previously had such a good life and met and made lifelong friends with some people you met on your travels. Apart from the posters on here the people who really helped me out are family who I met and worked with overseas You will be fine Pentonville it's a case of flying in and starting again. You never know mate you may well end overseas again."

Missed flight. Changed to 18.50 tomorrow. I cannot be fucked any more.

bloody hell i missed all the below. anything you need Pents give me a shout.

"Pents, It wasn't. It's never over until it's over. BUT as 67 has said. You need to regroup. Get the flight organised and show those reaching out to you that you want to take their hands. The location is not going heal you, proximity to your people is."

I feel sorry for you mate you have had a really bad few months.Regroup and book another ticket

I fell asleep and missed the flight. I'm over. That was my last chance.

"Already done (I am a busy busy cսnt) :-) It will get sorted and it will make life just that bit easier, you'll do the rest mate, I have faith in you."

Whomail.is not working Ask block and he will give u my mobile.

Its not showing up fella. I will keep hitting return. Take my offer and his and you have two. a lot you can get done with that.

MPI My brother has offered me a taxi or a hotel. I have nowhere to go so will take the hotel but then tomorrow where do I go. What a lovely man you are. If anyone lives near Gatwick and wants a late chinwag I'm THERE. Mpi mobile in who mail

"Pents Another WHO Mail (Cannot help on the car, can help make your 24 hours in Blighty that little bit nicer.) Just need 2 mins of your time."

Pentonville Take some advice Don’t do 50% of your dough on a car Get a hotel room for the week Get ur head straight and concentrate solely on the new job As before if you get work sorted everything can build slowly from there . Good luck as always

Pents WHO Mail.

Mate I don't need anything. I have 1500 to my name. That's more than many. I just need a car if anyone has one for sale for about 400 that works. Mate I'm aware of things. Easyjet has robbed me a bit but that's life. Ideally I would love to come and meet some of u at weekend. I need to feel human again. I've done well to get this far from killing myself but the boost of surviving that Is fast disappearing and I'm left with little else mentally . Fly back tonight at midnight. Wouldn't dare wake my mum so ill sleep at airport. Then get train to her tomorrow. I feel like a car would help. I have 1500 but after flights and taxi will be 1200. If I buy a car for 400 then I have 800 then deduct insurance I have 600. That's a hostel with a car. I have a estate manager job to start Monday but I can't do it if no base. Anyway I'm alone but alive.