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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

Not Gallagher Not pentonville Not heavy hands Not boxing know it all Plain old Marc Smith. Gents don't ever pretend to be someone cos it ends mentally

"Done. Let me know you got it, and you please look after yourself."

Marc Smith

Thank you. U have saved a life.tonigjt. I can't do this every day but I'm trying to smile. One night of smiling. Thanks mate. üëç I'm overwhelmed

What’s the name on the account?

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I’ll ping you £70 no questions asked

I'm gonna ask block cos I can get to him quick. Cover his back please..... xxx This is is fucked. I got police coming soon. Great. What a life I have. No life. Back matt.

I'm gonna ask block cos I can get to him quick. Cover his back please..... xxx This is is fucked. I got police coming soon. Great. What a life I have. No life. Back matt.

I'm trying to stay alive I'm fucked. Mentally not gear or beer

I'm not lying

I'll put my bank details online

Tonight is the night My mother arrived and she looked after my son and my wife and said I'm a cսnt I'm a hero for lasting this long. I told them if they sectioned me I'd chew the gun off the police man to make him shoot me. I have a German friend who is flying in tomorrow. He is loaded and giving me hope. Can I borrow 70 quid off anyone to get blitzed enough to want to wait. My son is safe. He is with my mum.. im not pretending.. whofund? 70 quid? Please man. Please please. I'm so fuxked. If I survive and u hear my story it will blow ur mind. I need to get better.

"Mace I hardly use Instagram anymore for that reason. I kept seeing people and their great lives, fit girlfriends etc etc.It fucks with your head and made me start to question what I am doing with my life and if my girlfriend is the right one for me (no link sorry). As soon as you don't see it, you realise everything is alright!"

"at my darkest point, about 6 years ago, i didn't use a phone or a computer for 4 weeks You don't see what a ' great life ' everyone's having and don't compare it to the shit you're going through It's good therapy"

browsing social media etc and depression do not mix well

He hasn’t opened any messages but was online in the last hour .

"Hope he’s doing ok I’ve said before on here loads of times, I wouldn’t wish depression on anyone"

Slumped out sort of collapsed *

"Crassus yes exactly , hopefully just collapsed from overall exhaustion , his missus ain’t there he told me ."

"Hat Same Had an extended exchange until 12.34, suddenly stopped I suspect, hope, flaked out, he was wankered on all fronts Not picked up my WhatsApp since"

"He was last online midday today , had no message from him since yesterday ."

"Good to hear on the other thread that a couple have made contact with Pentonville. (well done Block and Crassus). Let’s hope you read all the recent msgs pentonville and know that most on ere (bar a few) are concerned for your welfare and are understanding and good listeners if and when you need to contact them. You may think it’s easy for others to say ‘keep positive’ but it is genuine, as a lot of us ave been/are going through darker times. I’m sure you’ll turn it round, just like our great club has! Up the ‘ammers! All the Best."

"Yeh, has anyone heard from Pentonville? Very concerned now. Penton, get in touch with someone on here and let us know you’re safe."

Definitely needs some real life friends to help him so hopefully that happens.