Anxiety/depression

[Tomshardware]

"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

[Mike Oxsaw]

"Peckham 3:21 Thu Feb 25 So sorry to hear of your loss, Peckham, but, as has been said, if WHO is not for the posters, then who is it for? The site has shown it will be there for those in need - keep the faith, and keep posting, the site is all the richer for your contributions."

[wanstead_hammer]

"Sorry to hear of your sad loss, Peckham. Think of WHO as your extended family and keep posting. You’ll prob think it’s easy for others to say but Time really is the greatest healer."

[Mace66]

Sorry to hear that Peckham. RIP to your Mum. You should know that you have friends as evidenced by the support you mention via the WHO fund and Defjam. Keep on keeping on mate COYI

[Peckham]

https://ibb.co/9c2wBB9 The day we beat Liverpool for the first time in ages.

[Peckham]

"Mummy Peckham died at 4am. I am and have been on this lot for months/years Olanzapine, Clonazepam, Levomepromazine, Epilum Chrono and Venlafaxine. Have not wanted to post here, due to the cunts who at early stages of these threads were unnecessary cunts and no empathy or those wanting or wishing or deciding contributors posts were genuine or not. It gave me red mist, hence stayed away from this thread. Made a noose. Shaking my hands. But cant do it. The light fitting will cave in. They say family is everything. I have no family now. No aunts,uncles,cousins,parents fuck all. My regiment was my family. Mentally not the same since I left and divorced my good wife. It is not the death that fears me, it is me being Mr Bean fucking up the process. Sorry Chav hammer for missing the static protests. Thank you to all those who 2 years ago paid for my trip from Madrid to Essex Gidea Park and gave me a beautiful 4 days that was weeks before Mum got Alzheimer's. You really can`t underestimate the quality of life I then gave my Mum due to you donors on the WHO fund. Any doubters - Defjam is my witness of compassionate happenings. I am gonna join the WHO crew Gavros and Gang. Thanks WHO for being the best cunting forum and all the wisdom shared and first class insults thrown around. Thank you Cabbage for these past months in isolation watching my Mother die, your fucking stupid posts have made me smile. Come on Canning Town Social and Bingo Club ⚒️"

[Peckham]

"Mummy Peckham died at 4am. I am and have been on this lot for months/years Olanzapine, Clonazepam, Levomepromazine, Epilum Chrono and Venlafaxine. Have not wanted to post here, due to the cunts who at early stages of these threads were unnecessary cunts and no empathy or those wanting or wishing or deciding contributors posts were genuine or not. It gave me red mist, hence stayed away from this thread. Made a noose. Shaking my hands. But cant do it. The light fitting will cave in. They say family is everything. I have no family now. No aunts,uncles,cousins,parents fuck all. My regiment was my family. Mentally not the same since I left and divorced my good wife. It is not the death that fears me, it is me being Mr Bean fucking up the process. Sorry Chav hammer for missing the static protests. Thank you to all those who 2 years ago paid for my trip from Madrid to Essex Gidea Park and gave me a beautiful 4 days that was weeks before Mum got Alzheimer's. You really can`t underestimate the quality of life I then gave my Mum due to you donors on the WHO fund. Any doubters - Defjam is my witness of compassionate happenings. I am gonna join the WHO crew Gavros and Gang. Thanks WHO for being the best cunting forum and all the wisdom shared and first class insults thrown around. Thank you Cabbage for these past months in isolation watching my Mother die, your fucking stupid posts have made me smile. Come on Canning Town Social and Bingo Club ⚒️"

[normannomates]

Cup of tea 1.41 Well..its not affecting your paragraphs.. that's for sure.

[normannomates]

"Also noticed a few people who when asitting down seem to be tapping their feet to a sound no one can hear,this by all accounts is a classic sign of deep anxiety. Onebillybonds.. I drum/tap my fingers constantly.. wherever I happen to be sitting.. I know what it is now and have for many yrs.. but never met or heard anyone else mention this. Thanks"

[Joe C]

"Soldinho - I’ve got a working Cocker rather than a Springer, but video is amazing and I can see so much of mine in that"

[Northern Sold]

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/p097ghjq

[Mike Oxsaw]

cup of tea 1:41 Fri Feb 19 Can I make one suggestion? Turn the TV off and read a a book. Same goes for social media. Pop in on here every other day or so but dump the influencers.

[Joe C]

COT - spend those savings on a dog. Best thing I ever did

[Block]

"COT - Feel for you mate, it's proper shit at the moment but hopefully with the weather getting better, you'll be able to get out and about more. What you planning on spending the savings on mate?"

[cup of tea]

"I have always suffered with anxiety but it has got a lot worse during this lockdown. Work has kept me bust to a degree but apart from that having the freedom of going where you want, eating out, visiting familiy and friends, going on holiday etc literally taken away from you has been a total head fuck. Since lockdown (all of them during a year) because of not spending any cash I have saved a fortune, well not a fortune but close to ÔøΩ5k I would normally have spent on hols, eating out, travel etc BUT instead of wasting it on mundane shit I have not bought anything apart from good food. My life like many others is work, eat, sleep, TV on repeat with NOTHING to keep me going or to look forward to - some days instead of being active and walking etc I lay in bed or on the sofa staring at the TV but not actually paying any attention. Like many this has a had a massive effect on my mental health - one minute I seem Ok the next I am argumentative, snappy and rude and have even made my parents cry because I have been rude to them on the phone. At one point I said ""I might as well be dead"" Although the rollout of the vaccine has been good I see no way out of this back to 'normal' - we'll still be restricted on travel, activities, meeting friends and family etc. What I can see happening is an attitude of ""fuck this"" by the summer and people doing what they want - not ideal but people have now had enough - this will probably cause another wave if not as severe as this one and we will be back to further restrictions. I feel more for the kids today growing up in this shit. I have lived my life, childhood, holidays, pubs, clubs. I'll go back to slobbing on the sofa now"

[Manuel]

"Bill - Cheers, but I don't want any sympathy mate. I've had the believe for years now that life is basically SHIT. It's primarily boring, repetitive and mundane. Then there's the pressure, responsibilities, and pitful's, etc, and the majority of people I find are cunts. So what's to like?? You just have to enjoy the good bits when they come around, like watching us win, a good night out, a holiday/trip, etc. The rest of it is mundane, boring shit imo. Anyhow, that's it for me on this thread. I'm off out to look for White Pony :-)"

[only1billybonds]

"Bolt/Manuel. You have my sympathy. Never been a sufferer of anxiety myself but Iv'e seen the state my Mrs can get into as a result of it. Also noticed a few people who when sitting down seem to be tapping their feet to a sound no one can hear,this by all accounts is a classic sign of deep anxiety. I wish you both well."

[Joe C]

I'm not. Can't say I'm surprised to read Faux Bare can't read

[Faux Bare]

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[Joe C]

"Hello folks, been a while since I’ve posted on this thread. All ok here - but got a text alert from my GP today saying I was being invited for my Covid vaccine. Figured it was a hoax one - I’m 42, no underlying health conditions (that I’m aware of) etc - so gave them a call. Turns out, that as I’ve been on a certain anti-depressant within the last year (stopped in March last year), my health authority considers me ‘at risk’ with an underlying condition and so I’m booked in for next Wednesday. Anyone else had the shout yet?"

[Tomshardware]

"No but White Pony was saying his goodbyes on here recently and assume he had stated he was leaving the site. I sent him a message but heard nothing back. Block, just know that better days will come."

[DiCaniosLefty]

Anyone seen or heard from White Pony?

[Block]

"Yeah, The only plus for me is being able to go fishing at the minute, that's my out at the minute. As for being tea total, 18 weeks without any drugs or beers. Fucking hard work! Hang in there too son, at least you've got them ladyboys to keep you company , swt"

[Manuel]

"Yes, Block, I know exactly what you mean, it's total despair and dread. There's an old saying that things always feel better in the morning (once you get up that is) then just hope you have a good or better day. My escape is I can go out and have a beer in the sun at days end, it's the only thing that gets me through, tbh. Fuck being tea total in this world. Hang in there Block, son, there are always things worth living for, ie Spuds at home on Sunday :-)"

[Block]

"Fucking horrific, Manuel son. I'm getting used to it, but when it hits fucking hell it's difficult to ignore."

[Manuel]

"Block 2:08 Thu Feb 18 I literally live like that every single day, Block, except for the odd exception. I'm immune to it now and for me it is now completely normal and has been for years. I just get on with it. Whatever."