Anxiety/depression

[Tomshardware]

"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

[Moncurs Putting Iron]

"67, Anything ANYTHING owed to the HMRC will be available for you to see on their online tool. When my LTD company was active I had a log on and so did my accountant. Do you have an active log on? If not we need to get you one."

[Mike Oxsaw]

"Westham67 9:04 Sat Mar 19 My initial thoughts on this were that somebody is ""trying it on"" with you. They've found your details somewhere and decided to try and make a few bob; it's not personal, this shit happens all the time. It's probably a long shot (almost impossible given the stories that bounce around), but if you can get hold of a tame tax inspector and calmly explain what has happened (no need for the more personal stuff, just the bits around forming your Ltd and the CCJ letters) you may well find they'll chase it down for you. You'll probably have to spend 45 minutes listening to the Casio 12-inch version of ""Love is All Around"" before getting through to a real person, but it will probably be worth it; these people have to put up with all sorts of shit all day long so they appreciate a civil conversation more than you'd believe."

[Westham67]

My first post was a garbled outburst as I have been holding this back since Tuesday morning not knowing what to do and who to reach out to. Fortunately it was my night off that night and I 2 Sertraline just to lift my mood I was more tired of everything than having suicidal thoughts On Monday I canceled my CBT at Crouch End (My doctor is still N17) as I thought I was signing a tenancy agreement and could register with a new GP and take it from there. I am Seeing the Neurologist on Tuesday so I will if he can sort of CBT at Goomayes hospital

[Westham67]

I can't go into greater detail as the accountant is a friend of a good mate who posts on this forum Any advice ?. I have got onto companies house as I have not been served with any judgment document. I tried CCJs on the original address and its not there I cannot appeal until I get the reference number on the judgment.

[Westham67]

"i will keep this short and sweet as I have struggled to covey this to anyone as it involves a friend of a good mate and I will bail out this forum for a while until I get it sorted out I opened an LTD out of necessity in June 19 to avoid rip off umbrella companies. Everything went tits after that. I came back from UAE with a bill for 600gdp that had been sent to my sister's address on behalf of HMRC(No link), that address was not the original company address. I called the debt entity and changed the address to N17 where I was living at the time. I have been out of there since November 21 About 10 days ago I put days ago I put a 250 deposit on a 2 bedroom place in Bexley Heath. I got a call from the Estate agent last Tuesday he said the 3rd party referencing entity had found county court judgment against me for 5K + my business account was frozen with a few hundred quid inside my company has been dissolved. All I can do is use the clinical psychologists when reporting stating my memory is score low. If that does not work that CCJ stays on record for 6 years even if I pay it off in installments. That means the kids will have to sponsor the Mrs for her settlement visa and I will struggle to get on any tenancy agreemant That's the beauty of this thread I have my family it's a grand I owe HMRC"

[Westham67]

"I have that Tom when I think I have lost my Sertraline. Pentonville. I know exactly how you feel on my birthday on FB I could not respond to anyone, because I didn't want to engage with anyone"

[Pentonville]

didnt go myself cos i havnt been in busy situations and thought i may have a beer if i got anxious. i think it was my mate telling me they had al booked a table at the bull for me at 10am and it was a welcome back party that put the shits up me.

[Tomshardware]

Always end up running out of Citalopram and then have a panic feeling. Picked new ones up on Friday but take a while to kick in.

[Pentonville]

"Well Gents Still jobless and still homeless but have been accepted for a flat so now gotta fake the references and pay checks to get in lol Good news is....I will be at Villa game so if anyone wants to meet the man, the myth, the legend.... hola at me! ;-)"

[madeeasy]

Pentonville 12:40 Tue Mar 1 You can say that again and again and again... Good to have you back mate

[Pentonville]

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

[Pentonville]

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

[Pentonville]

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

[Pentonville]

"Very sad to be leaving France. My drinking problems and gear problems have always been abroad. Now I'm back, I'm gonna give things a rest and spend quality time with my son and mentally get strong. I want to see as many of you as possible. Don't judge me if u see me sinking a pint at West ham.. it isn't the same. And don't be afraid to invite me. I ain't nuts. I'm old school and u will be surprised how many know me over there. U lot have kept me going and I owe you all even the piss takers. I'm back at 13.20 and then life begins. Can't make Southampton but I would if I could. Villa at home I'm coming. And I want to meet lots of u. Thanks for everything. U saved my life xx"

[Pentonville]

certainly has

[Mace66]

Chin up Pents at least it seems to have improved since a week ago when you thought it was all over

[Pentonville]

Caught omicron so flight not booked till Monday. My immune system isn't what it was so been on hospital for 4 days üò™

[madeeasy]

"Ville, How did you get on mate, are you back over here?"

[Westham67]

"From my own experience, it's not easy coming back to the UK out of necessity when you previously had such a good life and met and made lifelong friends with some people you met on your travels. Apart from the posters on here the people who really helped me out are family who I met and worked with overseas You will be fine Pentonville it's a case of flying in and starting again. You never know mate you may well end overseas again."

[Pentonville]

Missed flight. Changed to 18.50 tomorrow. I cannot be fucked any more.

[goose]

bloody hell i missed all the below. anything you need Pents give me a shout.

[Moncurs Putting Iron]

"Pents, It wasn't. It's never over until it's over. BUT as 67 has said. You need to regroup. Get the flight organised and show those reaching out to you that you want to take their hands. The location is not going heal you, proximity to your people is."

[Westham67]

I feel sorry for you mate you have had a really bad few months.Regroup and book another ticket

[Pentonville]

I fell asleep and missed the flight. I'm over. That was my last chance.

[Moncurs Putting Iron]

"Already done (I am a busy busy cսnt) :-) It will get sorted and it will make life just that bit easier, you'll do the rest mate, I have faith in you."