Anxiety/depression

[Tomshardware]

"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

[MaryMillingtonsGhost]

Irish Hammer 10:36 One of the better posters on this site. I wish you all the very best IH.

[panamahat]

"Ted , I cold Turkeyed from a large Heroin / Diconal / Methadone habit 30 years ago ( in my Piccadilly street days ) it took 7 weeks using Rohypnol then tapered that down & off , not pleasant at all but the price you pay for taking the strongest Opiates around . Mate as long as you can sleep you can get through it & your body replenishes itself . I too have Cirrohsis but it seems manageable & I still drink from time to time if I’m in good company munching on Milk Thistle & ALA & aspirins . Good luck & also best wishes to all fellow Hammers struggling , special mention to Irish ⚒"

[lab]

Good luck to those struggling .

[Tomshardware]

"Best wishes Irish, hope things improve for you."

[Jim79]

"I did cold turkey and it was fucking horrible, felt horrendous for about 2 months. Good luck mate."

[ted fenton]

Cheers Jim much appreciated I'm taking my time but I'm determined to do it also GP's should tell patience of the addictive possibilities that accompany these opiates ! I tried cold turkey a while back without success but my god it was horrid ! Thanks again.

[Jim79]

"Ted, as someone that for a period had a dependency on painkillers, nothing anywhere near as strong as Fentanyl just over the counter stuff, I can only wish you all the best with the tapering down. Coming off any form of opiate is no joke and can be incredibly painful and hard so I wish you all the strength and luck in the world mate. Just remember to take it easy and give your body time to rebalance and dont try and rush it."

[Mike Oxsaw]

"Can I just add - as someone who has no real handle on the issues on this thread - my hope and best wishes? It's difficult to know how to express (I suspect) feelings, but most (I think all) of us are behind you, and you are West Ham, so you're one of us, whatever. Strength."

[Pentonville]

"Irish, ur made of strong minerals my friend x"

[Pentonville]

"Irish, ur made of strong minerals my friend x"

[Irish Hammer]

Thanks Ted & Jim ⚒️

[ted fenton]

Sorry to hear this Irish you're obviously going through a bad time and hope things improve for you ! this thread is the place to let it all out without having to be macho. As said before I've got Cirrhosis and my weight loss of late has been a concern going from a decent 12st 10lbs 2 years ago to 9st 10lbs my Consultant's attitude is shit happens and not a lot they can do although they do carry out scans every 6 months and take bloods and thankfully nothing sinister has shown up. I also have been on Fentanyl 75 mg patches for a few years for prolapsed discs and I'm sure that they're doing more harm than good so I'm at present with just telephone help from my GP tapering off them I'm down to 50mg but it's not easy I'm hoping to start on 25mg on Friday ! Hope things improve for all on here going through shit.

[Jim79]

"Sorry to hear you had bad new Irish, like you say though chin up and plough on. Life can be a cսnt at times but while we still have breath in our lungs wonderful things can happen so make every moment count. Big love. xxx"

[Irish Hammer]

"Just gathering myself for the 7 days ahead. I'd a horrible time last week with some pretty frightening medical news. But you know how it is, chin up, suck it up and keep going macho style. I guess I'm just fucking sick of constantly getting progressively shittier and shitter news everytime I see a Doctor / get a scan/results etc. But we shall persevere. Enjoyed the three points from the boys today. IRONS."

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[Pentonville]

he has started a new job or project so throwing himself into that and giving lots of time to his little one and missus. i told him u asked after him

[Pentonville]

I text him and he seems all good.

[⚒️]

Anyone heard from Block?

[Moncurs Putting Iron]

"67, Anything ANYTHING owed to the HMRC will be available for you to see on their online tool. When my LTD company was active I had a log on and so did my accountant. Do you have an active log on? If not we need to get you one."

[Mike Oxsaw]

"Westham67 9:04 Sat Mar 19 My initial thoughts on this were that somebody is ""trying it on"" with you. They've found your details somewhere and decided to try and make a few bob; it's not personal, this shit happens all the time. It's probably a long shot (almost impossible given the stories that bounce around), but if you can get hold of a tame tax inspector and calmly explain what has happened (no need for the more personal stuff, just the bits around forming your Ltd and the CCJ letters) you may well find they'll chase it down for you. You'll probably have to spend 45 minutes listening to the Casio 12-inch version of ""Love is All Around"" before getting through to a real person, but it will probably be worth it; these people have to put up with all sorts of shit all day long so they appreciate a civil conversation more than you'd believe."

[Westham67]

My first post was a garbled outburst as I have been holding this back since Tuesday morning not knowing what to do and who to reach out to. Fortunately it was my night off that night and I 2 Sertraline just to lift my mood I was more tired of everything than having suicidal thoughts On Monday I canceled my CBT at Crouch End (My doctor is still N17) as I thought I was signing a tenancy agreement and could register with a new GP and take it from there. I am Seeing the Neurologist on Tuesday so I will if he can sort of CBT at Goomayes hospital

[Westham67]

I can't go into greater detail as the accountant is a friend of a good mate who posts on this forum Any advice ?. I have got onto companies house as I have not been served with any judgment document. I tried CCJs on the original address and its not there I cannot appeal until I get the reference number on the judgment.

[Westham67]

"i will keep this short and sweet as I have struggled to covey this to anyone as it involves a friend of a good mate and I will bail out this forum for a while until I get it sorted out I opened an LTD out of necessity in June 19 to avoid rip off umbrella companies. Everything went tits after that. I came back from UAE with a bill for 600gdp that had been sent to my sister's address on behalf of HMRC(No link), that address was not the original company address. I called the debt entity and changed the address to N17 where I was living at the time. I have been out of there since November 21 About 10 days ago I put days ago I put a 250 deposit on a 2 bedroom place in Bexley Heath. I got a call from the Estate agent last Tuesday he said the 3rd party referencing entity had found county court judgment against me for 5K + my business account was frozen with a few hundred quid inside my company has been dissolved. All I can do is use the clinical psychologists when reporting stating my memory is score low. If that does not work that CCJ stays on record for 6 years even if I pay it off in installments. That means the kids will have to sponsor the Mrs for her settlement visa and I will struggle to get on any tenancy agreemant That's the beauty of this thread I have my family it's a grand I owe HMRC"

[Westham67]

"I have that Tom when I think I have lost my Sertraline. Pentonville. I know exactly how you feel on my birthday on FB I could not respond to anyone, because I didn't want to engage with anyone"

[Pentonville]

didnt go myself cos i havnt been in busy situations and thought i may have a beer if i got anxious. i think it was my mate telling me they had al booked a table at the bull for me at 10am and it was a welcome back party that put the shits up me.